who am i to say...

Love of my life, my soulmate
You're my best friend
Part of me like breathing
Now half of me is left

Don't know anything at all
Who am I to say you love me
I don't know anything at all
And who am I to say you need me

Color me blue I'm lost in you
Don't know why I'm still waiting
Many moons have come and gone
Don't know why I'm still searching

Don't know anything at all
And who am I to say you love me
I don't know anything at all
And who am I to say you need me

Now you're a song I love to sing
Never thought it feels so free
Now I know what's meant to be
And that's okay with me

But who am I to say you love me
And who am I to say you need me
And who am I to say you love me

I don't know anything at all
And who am I to say you love me
I don't know anything at all
And who am I to say you need me
I don't know anything at all

I don't know anything at all
I don't know anything at all
I don't know anything at all

dim

I miss you like the sun..

when you’re not here..

I feel cold, frozen and lifeless..

I feel miserable and tired...

I miss you...

melancholic symphony...

You see me, but you don’t actually look at who I am
You talk to me only when you don’t have someone to talk to
You enlighten me with all those charming words, but do you really mean them?
And yet here I am, searching for something to hold on to…
Just when I find myself falling for you
You don’t know me when she’s on your mind
And all the while I thought you thought of me…
You only hear me when stillness screams…
And yet here I am, trying hard to turn away…
Just when I feel jitters when I stare at you…
I know I’m just somebody and she’s still your someone
Coz when she proceeds, I’ll be parting like I was never beside you…
You might have been busy, trying to set her free…
Yet here I am looking so damn slow,
Looking for something to cleave on to…
Just when I find myself yearning for you…
I want to disappear, but my spirit just won’t let me..
I’m tired of being somebody, who my someone just won’t know
I’m weary of hearing you whisper her name in my ear…
I’m done seeing your teary eyes when you envision her to be near…
If only you know, I went through that phase too
When that someone you treasure just left you lifeless…
The hurt I felt just wont measure up to the cuts I had as a child
And nothing would drape it… nothing would seem to conceal it…
I was dead for some time, and then I met someone I thought could show me through

And just when I thought I was ready, you tore my heart in two…
Yet I’m still here, falling… trying so hard not to stay in love with you…

bittersweet

as I wait to hear from you..
i reflect on the tender memoirs we
shared.
My heart laughed inaudibly as I
remember that soft indentation
on your right cheek,
Those deep set eyes that i get lost in..
I miss the way I get mesmerized by
your shy smile, how you dazzle me
with it..
and your scent that seemed
sufficient for me to plunge in your
dreamy arms..
And that feeling I got the first time i saw you,
when my heart stopped
as you took my breath away..
I still get the shivers when I try to
evoke how your voice sounds like,
And it echoes over and over again in
my ear.
I still feel heaven as I
remember the time when your hand
unintentionally brushed my skin..
I miss the times when your caring words
relieve my weary soul...
its true when they say,
cherish every moment for you'll never know
if it can happen again..

And with all these, I believe I miss
you… but I’ll perpetually be loving a
memory..
Just a sheer dream that I wish would
never end……